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Missing my hair!

2008-12-08T09:01:00.003+08:00

Hiyas!!! Finally back to do some update! LOL!
Im now in NS!!! >.<>
Well, there isnt much training now... but im still trying to adjust to the life in tekong...haha! Up till now, we've only done the 5px and all the boring lectures!!! So much for thinking that i could take a break from attending boring lectures... apprently that isnt the case!! >.<

Well, i've made alot of new frens there!! haha!
Aniwaes, i think i shouldnt have ate the Sakae tea time buffet on 021208, the day before i went in... cuz when i go in, they took me weight again... and apprently, i grew slightly heavier...and my BMI went up... so, it exceeded by 0.1.... and now my BMT has been extended to 26 weeks....which is 6 months!!!!!!!! OMG!!! I have to stay in tekong for 6 bloody months!!!! jeez... well, guess theres no use complaining now... So, now im in the Eagles company... and my POP will be in june... haix!! Ok, i wanna go sleep le... haha! so tired!

Now that there arent anymore exams, i think i'll try to blog more... i will try to update this crappy blog everytime when i book out!! Ciao!! >_<

STRESS!!! STRESS!!! STRESS!!!

2008-11-04T22:05:00.003+08:00

Well, i've have been too busy to update my blog... since the previous entry, my life has been clogged up with exams and everything... 1st was common test, then it was revision tests, followed by prelims...and then more revision tests... and now finally the BIG A's!!!

Actually it is good to see that my results are finally taking shape, thanks to all the intense mugging!

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Aniwaes, alot has happened since my last entry. shortly after my b'dae, on the 23 June, my sister, xianxu, has left for Adelaide for her uni studies. She has enrolled herself into the Le Corden Bleu, and took up the course on Hotel Management. Since then, life have been peaceful at home. Haha!

But frankly speaking, i was abit sad when she left. After all, we are still bro&sis.. and she has never left home and live alone before... so i was kind of worried for her...but now, she's doing great!

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OH! And my second sis is pregnant! I'm going to have my 4th nephew by 6 Dec! XD

Well, this is kind of happy and sad... The happy part is that im going to have another nephew! yay!

The sad part is that i dun get to see him alot...cuz im going to BMT on 3 Dec!!! DX

Everything is very rush... im only going to finish my a lvls on 18 Nov, class chalet is on 20-21 Nov, outing with my tuition classmates on 22 Nov, then my Prom Nite is on 1 Dec, and 3 Dec, i'll be going Pulau Tekong......

Guess there's just too little time for me to enjoy... T.T

So much for working so hard... haha! aniwaes, the hardwork is for my bright future! =)

But its ok, i take it as a chance for me to finally slim down! xD

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Well, i have a crush on a girl in my class...but im not going to say who!! xD

OH!!! I so hope that everything will turn out well for us! haha! xD

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Hmm... yesterday's GP paper was quite horribly done... For my essay, i chose a question on Science and Religion...which was a rather hard topic... But i think i pulled it off well, just that i didnt have enough time to complete my essay...

For the compresion, the passage was awfully boring!!! Its about history!! DX

And i didnt have the time to complete my AQ... How sad...

Haix... for today, the phy paper 3 was HELL-LIKE!! Its like damn tough!!! The definitions and explanation questions are pretty straight forward and very managable..(juz that i forgot the definition of polarisation =.=) It really demoralised me ALOT!!!

After that was Math paper 1 at 2pm... initially i was pretty afraid that i was going to screw it up... but it actually turn out very well!! Juz that there are some parts that i couldnt do...but overall its still pretty managable! xD

And that greatly boost my morale again!!! =D

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Well, enough blogging for now... Gotta go and prepare for my chemistry paper which is on thursday.. xD

~Ciao!

P.S. i find this song pretty cool and sweet... The title is The Best Of Me by The Starting Line!

Here are the lyrics!

Tell me what you thought about when you were gone
And so alone
The worst is over
You can have the best of me
We got older
But we're still young
We never grew out of this feeling that we wont give up

Here we lay again
On two separate beds
Riding phone lines
to meet a familiar voice
And pictures drawn from memory
We reflect on miscommunications
And misunderstandings
And missing each other too
Much to have had to let go

Turn our music down
And we whisper
"Say what you're thinking right now"

Tell me what you thought about when you were gone
And so alone
The worst is over
You can have the best of me
We got older
But we're still young
We never grew out of this feeling that we wont give up

Jumping to conclusions
Made me fall away from you
I'm so glad that the truth has brought back together me and you

We're sitting on the ground and we whisper
"Say what you're thinking out loud"

Tell me what you thought about when you were gone
And so alone
The worst is over
You can have the best of me
We got older
But we're still young
We never grew out of this feeling that we wont give up

Turn our music down
And we whisper
We're sitting on the ground
And we whisper
We turn our music down
We're sitting on the ground
The next time I'm in town
We will kiss girl
We will kiss girl

Tell me what you thought about when you were gone
And so alone
The worst is over
can have the best of me
We got older
But we're still young
We never grew out of this feeling that we won't
Feeling that we can't
That were not ready to give up

We got older, but we're still young
We never grew out of this feeling that we wont give up ....

And here's a video of it!

-Wad a great Day- ^3^

2008-06-03T18:55:00.003+08:00

Hahax!! Super duper uber longgie nvr update my bloggie ler....
Aniwaes, yesterday is my b'dae... and woohoo!!!!! I'M EIGHTEEN!!!!!
Finally... now i can go chiong ler... hahahx
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Time to update on myself!!
Well, it's been 6 months since i last updated my bloggie... alot things have happened...
But to keep things short, i'm only going to state key events...
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Within this 6 months, I had a operation: Tonsillectomy.
Also, i loss part of my memories... Well that's perfectly alright...(thou i can't remember certain people....)
Aniwaes, i pretty happy with the life i have now!! With my four new besties, life in school is no longer boring!
My new found besties are Woei Jye, Yu Feng, Kee Seng and John. Well, the 5 of us are now in one clique and we call ourselves the Lao Gays..... LOLitabitara!!!
The 5 of us have been through think and thin... we have our men's talks together, have our meals together etc. Practically, we do everything together!!! We even play balls together!! (Dun be mistaken!! I was refering to basketballs.)
The 5 of us are even closer than real brothers... we share secrets and everything..(except girlfriends of cuz!)
Recently, i've also had a supernatural encounter.... well, that's a really long story...dun really feel like talking about it anymore... cuz it reminds me of all the rumors that has been going around the school
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Aniwaes, yesterday, my dear besties gave me a SURPRISE...and it's real goody!!
on sunday night, keeseng gave me a ring at 11+pm... kind of unusual, but i did not think much about it... he told me he has got his cousin to loan him the leather shoes for the SMUN, which means he dun nid mine anymore. So he asked me what time am i going to school on mon so that he can meet me in school and pass me the shoes... and there goes the conversation... blah blah blah...and soon the call ended. Not long after that, woei jye called. He asked me what am i wearing to school on Mon cuz he wasn't sure what can he wear and what can't he wear...cuz it's school hols... and so the conversation went on.... After his call, i back to watch my TV and finally went to sleep at 1.30pm

The very next morning, keeseng called me again to make sure i woke up on time... but his call was kind of early... at around 6.45am... well, but i didnt suspect anything.. cuz he lives in CCK and for him to reach school by 8am, he's suppose to wake up by then..
After he called, at around 7.00am, yufeng called. He asked me what time am i going to school cuz he's going also, so maybe can meet up 1st before going to sch.
In the end, all the phone calls are fake...they planned everything! So when i leave my hse to go school, they threw the surprise at me. When i exited from the lift, i walk pretty fast, as i dun want to be late for meeting keeseng. But as i walked half way, someone tapped my shoulders suddenly. It was john. I was really surprised when i saw him. Aniwaes, he make me follow him and we ended up at the lift lobby of my blk. And that is when yufeng walked 'out' (from behind the wall) holding a lighted cake. I was really really really really really surprised!!!!
Aniwaes, that is totally sweet! (But not the smashing face part!!)

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Haix... im really tired now... i've been sleeping very little hours since sunday....
So.. yar... i should sign off now and go to sleep!!
Cya around then!!
^3^

FREE AT LAST!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-11-01T21:22:00.000+08:00

Finally, I'm free!!!!!! It's holidays.... not only so... A Lvl Chinese is over... OP is over... I & R done and is ready to submit ler... muahahax... that means.... IT'S TIME TO ROCK 'N' ROLL!!!!!!
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Tml, the whole class is going to submit our I & R together at 2pm sharp... hahax... after which, some of us will go out... muahahax.... My first outing wif the class!!! Sooooo looking forward to it lar!!
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Well, actually tat isnt a real outing yet.... it's kind of more like a prelude to the actual outing which is nxt week..... An outing to East Coast... followed by a dinner together... OMG!!!! I'm getting super excited!!!!!!! Can't wait for that day to arrive.....

P.S. Peeps, pls dun forget to remind me when is the actual outing day okaes??? Especially Jennifer horxx..... Muz tell me.... Die die oso muz tell me horx!!!!! ;p

Zheyuan, Signing off...... =)

Muahahahahahahahaha!!!!!!!! Finally Back!!!

2007-10-15T21:19:00.000+08:00

Finally...... After a super duper long breakaway from my com, I'm finally back to blog!!!
Since my last entry, it's been a really really long time... there are soooooo many things that I want to tell all of you......

In the past few weeks, a lot of things have happened...... J2's prelims came, J2's prelims went...... Study break came and too, it went away...... Promos came n it went off too!!! Now, it has already been two weeks after the Promos...... P.S. OP is comin' le......

Well, I've known my Promos de result ler... those who wants to know, come n ask me urselves... I'm only gonna tell you that I'm able to promote... =)
Well, although it's been 2 weeks after the promos le, but i'm still not into the mood for studying very much......
Well, juz let me update you ppl abt my life......
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During the September term break, I've been mugging very hard bth in sch and at home...... And b cuz of the intense mugging that i've done in sch, i have a mugging grp now...... in the grp, we have May Ching, Glennda, Shi Hui, Chin Khang, Hema and yours truly...... =)
Almost everyday of the term break, we've been miting up in sch to mug.....
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Needless to day, during our study break, we also mit up in sch to mug...... Aniwaes, now it's time to prepare for OP and I & R... hahax...

Ciaox!!

== Bad Bad Week==

2007-08-26T23:15:00.000+08:00

*FYI, from now onwards, i will onli update my blog once a week.... cuz i find that if i were to update everyday, i'll be out of things to tok bout'..... hehex... soooo... be patient... =)*

Haix...... It has been a very bad week for me...... Loads and loads of things are piling up for me...... E-Club, School work etc etc. Well, let's talk about e-club first......

Two days ago, on Friday, 24th August 2007, we juz had our 2nd Exco miting... and a lot of things are allocated for me to do...... Firstly, i am needed to furnish the Business Management Centre (BMC)... Not only so, i oso nid to come up with publicity ideas to increase our name by folds..... Not only so.... cuz i'm in Business Unit 1 (BU1), i oso nid to take care of the publicity affairs there......updating of the E-club notice board...... And juz today, i've received more orders...... i nid to publicize the Clearance Sales that BU1 is currently having now..... And oso the upcoming Men's Corner which i'm in-charged- of... and also another upcoming event.... that is the teachers' day sales...... there are soooo mani things to do...... Soooooo PPL!!!!!! A request from me...... If u eva come across my blog and read dis post, pls go to my friend list and there is a direct link to the E-club's webbie...... pls check out for up and coming events......

Here's my Agenda for E-Club:
1.) Shop for furnitures for BMC and Men's Corner
2.) Publicize Clearance Sales
3.)Publicize for Teachers' Day Sales
4.) Search for the FBT supplier and get my shirts
5.) Publicize for my Men's Corner
6.) Publicize for the Up and Coming events from E-club
7.) Update my Notice Board

And here's my Shopping List:
1.) 10 Foldable chairs for BMC, preferably in Black or White
2.) Giant beanbags for BMC's cozy corner
3.) Large whiteboard that is to be hang on the wall
4.) Blinds for BMC
5.) Laminating Machine for BMC
6.) Shelf for Men's Corner
7.) Large pin board for BU1(JJ Affinity)
8.) Large black corrogated(dunno how to spell... nvm... sounds correct can liaox....) boards for publicity of Men's FBT shorts
9.)etc etc etc.

To make things worse, all my plans for the ACES Day are terribly screwed up......
Initially, for the aces day workout, we are supposed to be doing mass dance... but in the end the teacher-in-charge changed to line dance and cha cha plus chicken dance... I was actually still ok with that, cuz there is still time to squeeze in 1 mass dance... thus, i've planned for the sequence to be like that:
1.) Line Dance
2.) Mass Dance
3.) Cha Cha
4.) Chicken Dance

However, the teacher in the end said that he strictly wans line dance, cha cha n chicken dance onli...... no other dances... i was like.... "lol, wad's with the sudden change???" Now, the sequence is like that:
1.) Line Dance
2.) Cha Cha
3.) Chicken Dance

That aside, the lead dancer is supposed to be me and my friend Jasmine.... but dunno why, the teacher suddenly changed it to the other pair...... i was totally disgusted... moreover, this piece of information was not told to me by the teacher personally himself...... i was being told by one of my friend who's in the council...... wad a drastic change......

Now, my whole life has been changed...
Ok, that was exaggerating....
i used to like Mass Dance soooooooooooooooo much!!!!! But now, i juz hate it to the core man!!!!! Thanks to this event....... Now, i totally gave up on this event le...... I'll juz do wad eva the teacher instructs...... I'm not going to contribute ideas anymore...... I no longer have the say in this event anymore...... I'll juz follow blindly...... I...... argx!!!!!!! In a nutshell, I'm not going to bother about this event anymore..... I'm juz going to let it be over and done with...... soooooooooo.... I'm waiting for your arrival, Friday!!!!!! Please come quickly...... So that i'll not be in this misery anymore......

Well, term 3 is coming to an end...... and term 4 is coming.... And that means...... PROMOS ARE COMING SOON!!!!!! It's time to activate the Mugger Mode...... hehex...
In juz another 5 weeks time, promos will be here already...... I'm soooooo excited!!!! Wierd huh??? Yup, u've seen it correctly..... i'm excited..... I believe the other JCs will also be have their Promos pretty soon.....

HEAR YE! HEAR YE!
JCs students all over Singapore!!! Let's all study hard and Mug hard for our upcoming promos!!! Those who did not score so well for ur precvious tests, fret not!! There's still the promos!!! 加油！加油！再加油!!

Well, I shall pen off here..... nid to go sleep le... Kudos!!!

== Long Time No See==

2007-08-21T12:18:00.000+08:00

Hmmm...... It has been a very long time since I last updated my blog... has been very busy... Thanks to the common-test...

Haix... for the past two months, i've been busy studying and mugging for my common test.... well, now i already noe my results......

Sianx... wad disappointment... well, guess wad???

i practically flunk everything... well, except for my chinese... hahax..

here's my progress report...

H2 Physics: 40/100 (S)

H2 Chemistry: 24/100 (U)

H2 Mathematics: 31.3/100 (U)

H1 Chinese: 67/100 (B)

H1 Geography: 43/100 (S)

H1 GP: ???/100 (Dunno yet...)

Well, isn't that a 'fabulous' progress report???

well, the only thing now is to wait for all the calculations to be done such that my written assignments and active participations will pull my results up... ;_;

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Alot has happened in this two months... realli.... alot alot alot alot alot of things has happened...... lost some of my friends..... gain some other friends.... got tuition.... live now is very different... in school, i used to hang around with gerald n gang... but now, hahax... everything has changed.....

now, i hang around with my dearest primary school de classmates..... junjie and hoo xinyi... who are my classmates now again.... well, dis is indeed a very small world... hehex...

within dis two months, i become closer with my neighbouring class... lmao... I'm in 07S24, and i've become closer with 07S23 hehex... thanx to the National Day Celebration Day... on that day itself, i went out with them... well, it's kind of wierd cuz i'm the only one frm my class to go out with them... thanx to my friend called Lai Xing... hehex... he jio me to go watch movie with them... on that day, we watched Simpsons and Alone... i really enjoyed my day...

The Simpsons is really a super nice movie... damn funny larx!!!! Homer Simpson is soooooooo lame lar.... instead of using a jet-pack to fly over the wall, he used super-glue to make his hands like a lizard's.... Rofl... i laughed my ass off on that day larxx.......

Alone is not too bad either.... it's super scary..... hmmm.... actually, it's not really scary lar, shocking rather... i was shocked soooooooo many times...... to the extent that i even accidently screamed out three times.... hehex...

After our movies, we went to play pool at Depot... the pool there is really cheap as compared to other places...... it's only $6.50 per hour......

On that day, i've made sooooooo many friends...... wei chuan, valerie, grad, thiam loo, wai fan etc. .... (sry if i spelt ur names wrongly XP)

Well, it's time to go for next lesson le..... hahax... if gt time, i'll update again tonite.... CYA!!!

~Sleeping Beau-tea~Wad I Miss Is......~

2007-06-28T20:56:00.000+08:00

Hiexx Ppl..... here's the continuation of yesterdae's story that i promised......

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After the verbal nuggets, i gotta rush for a leaders' miting.... it was supposed to start at 2.30pm sharp.... but i was late due to my verbal nuggets de duty... when i reached there, the miting has alreadi started, and mr thomas tan was alreadi toking....
And the boring miting went on..........
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There was a very strange thing that until now i still couln't figure out.... Since the start of the year, i've participated in quite a no. of events... Love Fiesta, Orientation 2, JPS, Westzone Camp etc. when eva the teachers gave their briefing or de-briefing, be it mr simon leow, mr thomas tan, mr ng eong sian or miss kimberly chow, i've never once in my life fallen asleep..... there's onli one exception.... mr chua ren cheng.... every tym when he brief us or when he's giving debrief, i'll some how fall asleep 1.... no matter how hard i tried to keep myself awake... it's not that i'm tired or wad... I juz will some how fall asleep......
Maybe, wad eva that is coming out from his mouth are all lullaby..... Hahax...
*Well, sry mr chua!!!*

After the miting, i got another miting... and that is the E-Club miting.... i was late... however, i've gt valid reason.... thus, i wasn't punished or wad so eva... today's.... i mean yesterday's miting, we are having an election for the next EXCO team...... all of my goody fwends are nominated for some posts...
Jasmine: President
Yanxi: Vice-President
Secretary: Kong Xing Yi
Chief/Assistant Finance Officer: Jaime

Of cuz, they aren't the onli ones that are nominated.... there were oso other e-clubbers that were nominated.... If u realize, they are all girls....
Me?? of cuz i wud like to b nominated too.... that's y i tried to hint my fwends.... i told them dis....
"Wow! All girls huh..... Girl Power arx???"
Of cuz.... they replied something like "no one nominate u mehxx???"

Well, dis is something that we can't force others to do it can we? after all ,it concerns the future of this organization.... Of cuz people wud wan to choose some one that they trust!!
Hahaxx... but then my friend all nominated me for the next position,... that is the Chief Publicity Officer...
But i acted that i dun wan it and oso acted shy.... but deep down inside my hraet, i was roaring with laughter!!! HAHAXX!!!!! Who wounln't be happy???
Of cuz, i'm not the onli one that was nominated for that job... my PAE, i.e. my first 3 months, de classmate was nominated too!!! Well, den we had a kind of "rally" that we promote ourselves in order to get more votes... i think that i did quite well, but Jin Hui, my friend, did not do too badly either... I rally do wich to get that post... Well, if, touch wood, i did not get the post and jin hui got it, i wud definitely give her my deepest heartfelt congratulations......

Atfer everything has ended, i send jasmine to her tuition place in JE and after that, i meet up wif my bestie, sha, for dinner at JP... Well, u shud have guessed it, we went to Ichiban again.... but dis time, we ordered mush lesser food.... cuz the both of us are broke... LOLX!!

Well, that's about it.... my day yesterday... =p

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Well, let's tok about today....
I really dunno why.... but i'm just very tired today....
I woke up late, at 7.10am.... Thus, i was almost late for school...
Den i proceed for my first lesson, which is math tutorial... i couldn't help it bt almost dozing off.... Next was math lecture.... tat 1 was power.... i totally fell asleep for a moment... But i'm kind of glad that i'm nt the onli 1.... my two friends at both of my side are sleeping too.... HAHAX....
Finally, i pulled myself together thru math lecture.... Finally, it was time for break....
Due to the stupid time table that right after the break is Civics period, the whole J1 cohort are having the same break together... Haix..... thus, during dis break, it is impossible to get a table n have a good meal...Therefore, i juz go straight to the hall for our civics lesson....

Today's civics lesson was super boring larxx!!!! Thus i shall skip the details...
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After civics was PW, followed by GP.... today's GP was fun!!! We had a "hang-man" game.... but the words are not juz any words.... the words that we are supposed to guess are all figures of speech.... we have words like literal language, alliterations, onomatopoeia, simile, idiom, metaphor, personification yade yade yade.........

It was really fun... this is the first time that i enjoyed GP so much!!! I do really hope that Mr Soh, my GP tutor, can make use of this kind of methods to conduct his lesson, so as to make us engage us to the lesson more...
*Good Job Mr Soh!!!! Keep Up The Good Work!!!*
After Gp was another boring lesson.... Chinese.... More over it was for one and a half hours.....
And guess wad? i fell asleep again.....
Whoooooooooo!!!!!! Wad a sleeping beauty i am... lolx.... Next time i might have to rely in caffeine to keep my awake le.... but i really dun like the taste of coffee.....
Hmmmmm..... maybe, i'll rely on tea instead....

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Every time when i listen to Stefanie Sun's 我怀念的。。。。。。
I can't help but to feel depressed.... Sometimes to the extent that i will even cry....
I think that the lyrics really describes me......

I asked why that gal send me an SMS......
But why didn't u explain and lowered ur head in silent......
I should believe that u really loved me, and not just fooling me......
Or is it that u do not want to salvage anything anymore?

I wanted to asked why am i no longer ur source of happiness......
But why did i juz smile n say that i understand instead?
Pride always drag people, and twist the love between people.......
Pretended to know is because being afraid the truth is too hurtful......
Being pathetic feels mush more worst than losing......

*Wad i miss is the times where there's nothing we dun tok about......
Wad i miss is the times that we used to dreamt together......
Wad i miss is the urge to hug u even after every quarrel......
I remembered my birthday that year......
And also that song......
Remembered that starry sky......
The tightest right hand......
The warmest chest......
Who remembered?
Who has forgotten?*

Wad i miss is those speechless feelings......
Wad i miss is those fullest passion......
Wad i miss is ur urge for me to forgive u n hug until i feel the pain......
I remembered u r behind......
Also remembered that i trembled......
Remembered the feeling that oozes out......
The prettiest fireworks......
The longest hug......

Who loved too freely?
Who dwell too faraway?
Who took away my heart?
Who forgot that that is a promise?
Who walked away alone?
Who had forgotten to look at me?
Who has made love depressing?
Who has forgotten to give u gentleness?

I still have the urge to love u......
I remembered the birthday that year......
also remembered that piece of song......
Remembered that starry sky......
The tightest right hand.....
The warmest chest....

I released my hand......
I gave up my seat......
I acted suave......
Who knows how unbearable i felt?
I loved too much............
Therefore i.............
Did not cry.........
Did not say anything.........

Pay attention to the Chorus.... the ** part...

Every time when i listen to this song, i couldn't help but think of the times when i was still in the Student's Council......

I couldn't help it, but to think about my friends there and the stuffs that we do together... When i was still in the council, we plan for everything together.... we gossiped, we laughed, we cried, we cheered, we danced, we ate, we slept.... we did almost everything together...

Now that i'm out of the council, ther are somethings that they definitely cannot tell me... some of the confidential stuff.... Every day, they are so busy.... I can hardly see them... Our relationship has alreadi changed.... Very much different from before.... Even when i saw them, we did nothing more than saying "Hi"s and "Bye"s. We are no longer as close as we used to be...
I really missed those days... Now, i dun have any close friends at all.... In the past, every time after school, we wud always gather together in the canteen, have lunch, study together.... During break times, if we have common breaks, we wud definitely sit together gossip... But now, i no longer get to enjoy dis kind of "luxury"... Every day, i go home super early...

I really miss my friends.... my bestie is no longer in JC... My council friends are like super busy to entertain me... My classmates have their own click... Sometimes when i stick to my classmates, i really feel like one freaking leech lar... Nw, i'm juz another loner... A nobody... I really miss the time where people all crowd around me... i really miss that kind of fame......

Back during the Love Fiesta period, i clearly remembered wad Mr Simon Leow has taught us... He said we muz dare to dream, and dream big... Only with that kind of dreams, it will den spur us on to go and strive for our goals...... When i'm still in the council, we often dreamt together.... For projects like the Council camp, the Council investiture, Orientation 2... etc.... We really dreamt... WE aim high!!! So even if our dreams never came thru, the result is still some where near... i really miss those days............. I missed the days where we worked super hard for the different projects... When we were praised, all were praised together..... When anyone of us were being 'tekan', all of us will be 'tekan' together... i really enjoy working in that team.... The unity that we had... Even though it was really tough... but when we persevere thru, the smiles on each others' faces... they were unforgettable... I really enjoyed those days... and now, i miss them......

I remembered that during the planning of projects, we often have a lot of disagreements... And thus, we quarreled a lot... I remembered that time...... It was during the planning of the Council Camp... That time i was in the manpower committee, and my I/C was Elwin... I just dun agree with the way he worked... he kept keeping all the jobs to himself.... He gave the reason that he's afraid to stress us too much... But we work as a team..... therefore, i couldn't take it and trash out with him... The other time was during orientation 2...... i was in the SCDC committee... That time, i remembered that i argued with someone from from the games committee... Even though we dun see the same idea, but when it comes to the end of the camp, we still hugged together and cried.... the bad memories between us were all thrown to the back... Especially during the JJ Nite... We were up on the stage, holding each other very tightly... As we sang those heart-wrenching songs, tears rolled down all of our cheeks...... I really missed those days..... I miss my friends...... i miss my team mates......

Every time during camps, or whenever we stayed overnight in school. There is always the time whereby we sit in the field during night time and stare into the skies... Sometimes we manages to catch a clear sky and thus managed to see some of the stars... Sometimes, the sky is overcast... Although we did not manage to see any stars, but the way we sat in the field and relax... it really feels great... Though nobody talked, but we can feel the appreciation we had for each other... the silent was awkward... but it really feel nice... there isn't a need to communicate... but we know wad each other is thinking exactly... all of us hoped that the project that we are working on will turn out great... cuz each and everyone of us has put in 200% worth of our efforts... Those days are really memorable... i'll never in my life forget them...

By any chance if there is still projects that we can do together, i'll definite go... Every day, i went to sch eagerly, hoping that the teachers will ask for help for some projects... But i'm were deceiving myself... Deep down in my heart, i know that this kind of chance will never come by anymore.... Even if there is, it will never be the same as before anymore...... My bestie is no longer here to join into the fun anymore.... the "close" friends will never be in the same team as me anymore... B'cos they are all in the students' council... They will definitely be in the planning committee.... even if i join, the most i can onli be in the team that executes their plans..... It's impossible for things to go back the state they were anymore...... If onli i could turn back time...

I MISS EVERYONE!!!

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Strangers before, a world apart.

We barely notice one another.

Til angels of fate, in this heavenly place.

Brought us together through joy and laughter.

I hold you close,

I hold you near.

It may not be forever.

But when I have to let you go,

My heart it hurts me so.

You turn around,

You walked away,

And tears rolled down my cheeks.

When moments turn into memories,

To memories we'll relieve...

Signing off,

Zheyuan.

~Wad the Hell??!?!??~

2007-06-27T21:57:00.000+08:00

Haix..... today has been a very long day....
Frm the time that i went to sch, it has been super duper de uneventful...
Oh yah.... i flunk my Math Graphing Techinuques de lecture test until cham cham.... guess wad?? I only managed to get 4/25..... LOLxxx!! initially, i was very unhappy.... but until i saw the paper of the person that i hated to most, i immediately became very the happy!!! Cuz i got 1 mark more than that person....

After math, i had my verbal nuggets de duty... initially when i reach there, my senior was very angry with me.... cuz i was supposed to start off at 1.30pm... but i onli reach there at about 1.35pm.... Well, but he can't blame me can he??? i end my lesson at 1.30pm laeh.... and my classroom is like miles away from the location where verbal nuggets shud be held at, which is the canteen.....
And when i juz started, i sounded dead.... den he also scolded me very badly for that.... I noe that i'm at fault, but shouldn't he give me some time to at least warm up??? He scloded me like mad larx......
Finally, 2pm came... n my partner, jasmine has come n help me out... But i really feel sorry for her.... cuz she did all the most of the planning and in the end she gt scolded oso cuz my first half an hour was all in a mess... It's all my fault... cuz she did told me that we are going to have an interview wif one of sizzling ice the worker... and also, we are going to play the song that the people created when paris hilton goes to jail... dut the 'paris hilton song' was wif her, so i can't play anything.... it's all my fault lar... i shud have done some planning for my own half an hour...
*Jasmine....... KUMINASAIE!!!!!!!!!!!*

Haixx..... very tired now le.... wanna to go slp le... ml still gt school.... tell u the rest of the story tml bahxx!!!! i Promise!!!!

Cya!!! Signing Off, Princess Pearlinity.

~CRaSh ScHoOl~

2007-06-26T20:55:00.000+08:00

Hey Hey Hey!!!!!! Today i crashed school!!! The school i went to is NP.....
Yeppie, it's Ngee Ann Ploy!!!

Hmmm.... actually, i'm supposed to b on mc today de.... den in the morning i went to the Jurong East PolyCLINIC, the queue was freaking long lar!!! The approximate waiting time is lyk one and a half hours!!! Wad the hell!!! Den i tot of doing something... Cuz if i stay at home for the whole day, i'll be bored to death lar.... (although can watch sailor moon for the whole day...)
Thus, i crashed school!!! Well, i joined my best buddy's, sha's, class.... So, i became REB 1A01 de student for a day.... Well, the reason why i can crash i also that he onli has lectures today... First is POA, den in the afternoon has the dunno-wad lecture....

Once we reached there, we went to CHEERS to mit up wif his classmates... The ususal ones: Bahvani, Wahidah..... etc.
Den we go for the first lecture.... Dunnoe why, but the teacher noticed that i wasn't one of he student.... but he was kind enuff to let me sit in n listen to his lecture....
*Thanks to him!!!*

Well, although i took econs b4, but i kinda dun understand wad he was saying initially... However, due to my super high lvl of IQ, i understand everything ltr on.... Hahax... blame it on my cleverness.... LOLX...
(ppl... pls dun b jealous...)
At the end of the lecture, the lecturer, Mr Sim, gave out the students' POA de test papers.... Sadly, he forgot totally abt my test paper... NAHXX!!! i'm not even a student there in the first place!! HAHAX..
Well, but my buddy, Sha, did exceptionally well!!! Guess wad? He scored a 100%!!! Yea, full marks!!! Good for him!!!
*Keep Up the Good Work Sha!!!*

After POA, it was break... we went to the SIM campus de canteen to have our lunch... The food there was nice, especially the Strawberry Maga Shake.... hahax.....
Wa ate, laughed and toked.... Oh ya, i ate Bahvani and Wahidah too!!! LOLX!!!
After lunch, we went to the library to slack n do some work...
Finally, 1.00pm came... And we are all ready to go for the next lecture....
Happily, we went to LT59 again....
but dis time, i wasn't able to join in the lecture....
Thankx to that Miss Chui.... She such a mean person..... Mr Sim allowed me to join his lecture... but wouldn't she allow it too??? i juz raelly dun understand her!!!!!
But that's too bad.... So, i've gt left wif no choice bt to go to the Library to wait for sha... Initially, i wanted to book a room in the library to use 1.... bt too bad... there's no more available room.....
so, i juz randomly choose a sofa there to sit dowm there to do my work......

Whootz!!! Finally my long waited 3.00pm has arrived!!!
Sha came to library to look for me... and den we headed to jurong est polyclinic for me to c the doctor n get a MC for today... But dis time, the queue turned to be even longer!!! Dis time, the approximate waiting tym is about 2 hours!!!
Without any choice left, we went to jurong point there de clinic to c the doctor...

After seeing the doctor, we went to coffee bean to have a drink n tok crap......
After a while, 5pm came, and it's time for Dinner!!! Too, we went to ichiban dis time.... but, of cuz, we did not order that much as the other time.... We tok, ate, laugh... and drink loads of orcha.... dis time, we finally remembered to do our pranks..... that is smearing or wasabi under the trays... but is time, it's a bit different... instead of smearing under trays, we smeared them under the plates... LOLX!!! Aren't we juz bad??!?!??

After that, we went to another friend's, desmond's, house to return his thing...... after that we walked home... Well, that's about it for today... hahx... eventful today.... isn't it???

Thanks sha..... thanks for everyhing... * wink wink *

~1st day of sch re-open~

2007-06-25T22:06:00.000+08:00

Haixx.... today is the very first of term 3....
Initially, i dun even intend to go to sch... cuz last night i onli slept at 2.00am n i woke up at 6.00am... For goodness's sake!!! 4 hours of sleep, that's not even enuff for my afternoon nap...
-.-zZzZzZ
But in the end, i still forced myself to wake up n go to school...

The very first lesson today was chemistry lecture... haixx.... it was damn boring!!!!!! n i hate chemistry!!!! The lecture was on chemical equilibrium..... oh!!! i spelt it correctly!!
Hurray for me!!!
Aniwaes, back to the topic, i can hardly understald wad the lecturer was toking bout'...
Finally, the lesson ended... phew...

Today, the whole say, i'm juz too tired to do anything.... haix....
Nothing fun at all happened until it was time for physics tutorial....
Thru out the whole tutorial, we did practically nothing... except for some surveys and so-called "written assignment" wif solutions given at the back...
LOLX!!!
Not onli so.... out tutorial is supposed to be an hour and a half.... but in the end, we cheated our teacher of half an hour.... in the end, we had a one and a half hour of break instead of one....
HEHEX!!!
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Finally, after a super long wait, school finally ended!!! Hip hip, Hurray!!!!
But...... there's always a but, i had to go for E-Club miting... to do some 'T-Shirt Customisation stuff'....... WTH!!!! i juz feel lyk going home n sleep....
Fortunately, my wait was worth while.... my friends from poly came back to JJ for a senior's b'dae..... n i had alot of fun!!!

Thru them, i learned some very lame de games..... gt "bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang bang!!!!!! Who died?" game, oso have de "kai guan kai guan" de game, oso gt the "how mani mehs mehs jumped over the wall" game.... n oso the "fuzzy wazzy"game....
Aft tat, we had dinner together.... n my best buddy treated me to kfc!!!!!
*** 10Q Sha!!!! Not for eweething!!!! Bt for the Dinner!!!***

Haix..... it has been a very long day...
Sorry to disappoint u guys.... bt i'm too tired to go on le....
So........ i'm gonna stop here le..... Nitez everyone!!!

~Live without Sha~

2007-06-25T00:56:00.000+08:00

Today, i went out with sha...
And of cuz, i enjoyed myself very much!!
Initially, we onli intend to meet up and do some window shopping at JP... but we ended eating and buying drinks...

at first, we went to popular... den after a while, sha said he was hungry... and that's how we ended up going for super early de dinner... (it's onli 4.00pm)
We wanted to go to banquet to eat... cuz sha onli has $3... haix.. thus, i wanted to give him a surprise......

so, we went to fieasta... opps... it's nw called ichiban....
we went in, get ourselves settled down... and order food... at first, sha asked me to treat him... but i ignored him and juz thinking wad to order... finally, he said "nvm, i shal huz drink 'orcha'
i was then thinking like....."wad the hell!!! go ichiban n juz drink the green tea???!?!??!"
Finally, the waitress came... n i made my order:
1.) Chicken Katsu Don
2.) Chicken Tariyaki Don
3.) Lobster Inari
4.) Ebiko
5.) Chuka Hotate
6.) Tamago Maki
7.) Tempura Ice Cream
8.) 2 Hot 'Orchas'

WOW!!! A lot, isn't it???
Actually, this is the part of the surprise... the food are to be shared!!!!!!!! I wanted the Chicken Katsu Don, thus, sha gt the Chicken Tariyaki Don... Thru out the whole meal, we toked, we laughed and eat(DUH!!!)....

When we went to bill, we have forgotten to do something again... --> smearing of wasabi under the metal tray....<-- LOLXX!!
Initially, when i calculated the bill, it's supposed to be around $40.... but in the end, the bill onli turned out to be $34...
(I think the cashier has forgotten to include the tempura ice cream...)

After that, we went to the Coffee Bean to buy a drink... and oso to disturb the waitress, juz lyk wad ms swan did at the Starbucks...

WAITRESS: welcome to coffee bean, can i take your order?
ME: oh.. er, ya... eeeeeeeeeeerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrmmmmmmmmmmmm.............................................
(Staring at the menu)
WAITRESS: So, wad will it be?
ME: er ya........ ya... eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrmmmmmmmmmmmm...............
(While the lady queuing behind me starts to get impatient...)
ME: OK!, i'll like to have a regular caramel.
WAITRESS: Do u wan it to be served wif latte or juz serve it ice-blended?
ME: er ya, ok... eweething...
(the waitress looked confused and ask her collegue)
WAITRESS: er... i mean do u wan it hot or cold??
ME: er... cold...
WAITRESS: so, wad is ur name?
ME: Shaleihin
WAITRESS: how do i spell it?
ME: s-a-l-i-h-i-n...
WAITRESS: ok, pls wait at the pick up counter...

Time realli flies... soon, it was 7pm le... Therefore, we decided to go home... and off we go walking home... B4 that, we went to the basement to buy bubble tea... and on our way back, guess wad??
WE played wif pearls!!!! LOL!
Moreover, recently, i'm obsessed wif Sailor Moon... den he gave me all sorts of name and me attacks' name...
First, there was "pearl tiara action", then we have the "pearl healing escalation"... Den we have the "pearl princess elimination"...
And u noe wad he named me??
He named me "Princess Pearlinity"... LOLXX!!!

Today is realli fun!!!!
I can't imagine life without dis dearest friend of mine...

SHALEIHIN + ZHE YUAN = INFINITE FUN, ENDLESS JOY & UNSTOPPABLE LAUGHTER

.::ilLuSi0n StRif3::.

Missing my hair!

STRESS!!! STRESS!!! STRESS!!!

-Wad a great Day- ^3^

FREE AT LAST!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Muahahahahahahahaha!!!!!!!! Finally Back!!!

__==** Bad Bad Week**==__

__==** Long Time No See**==__

~Sleeping Beau-tea~Wad I Miss Is......~

~Wad the Hell??!?!??~

~CRaSh ScHoOl~

~1st day of sch re-open~

~Live without Sha~

== Bad Bad Week==

== Long Time No See==